reruns

you didn't really want to hear what i think,

you just wanted to tell me i'm wrong

so crawl

back into your box

your deep dark hole

where you feel safe

where even the very idea

of freedom is banned

not allowed a voice

and cutting down trees

is called progress

because you can make

more boxes with them

so nobody is free, ever

and you can tell yourself

it's for their own good

FRIDAY, SEPTEMBER 20, 2013

not okay

telling people to vote for the lesser of two evils 

is like telling a pregnant woman to marry 

the psychologically abusive alcoholic, 

because, "at least he doesn't hit you."

using guilt trips and threats to make them do it

is just more psychological abuse.

that is not how we heal.

heal yourself first,

don't do it for you, 

do it for the babies

do we want them growing up

thinking this is okay?

because, trolls

...the issue is that a man is only as good as his word, and our government has made breaking their word official policy. this must be addressed. nobody is talking about taking anything away from the conquerors, only that they make good on their promises. if the treaties signed by representatives of the government are meaningless, we must also question their claim to authority. are these the kind of people we want making laws and deciding for us what is right and what is wrong?

what kind of government tear gasses their own citizens? do they not serve us? we know who they serve, and it's not us.

RIP

sometimes it seems
like the only reason
magic johnson is still alive
and my dad isn't
is because magic johnson
hasn't run out of money yet
is life not a human right?
or is it a privilege instead
offered to some, but not all?
and who gets to decide
who lives and who dies?

SMOKE AND MIRRORS

we can't think outside that box
if we don't know it's there

new poetry but still the same old same old

just for shits and giggles
what if the people who vote for the other guy
when you think you are voting for the lesser evil
think they are doing the same?
look past the fear and what do you see?

********

i don't drink,
but i don't go around
telling everybody else not to drink.
that's not my decision to make.

does self-destructive behavior
have a tendency to hurt others?
yeah, sure it does.
(probably a lot more than not wearing a mask)
it's still not my decision to make.

fear frozen heart

you reap what you sow
spineless coward
masturbate with words
and call it poetry
blame somebody
some thing
anybody else
oh so pitiful
chickenshit
fraidy cat
it was up to you
all along
fear frozen heart
pining for warmth
steely eyes
soldered shut
neglecting the light
bitch and moan
why dontcha
abandoned in darkness
of your own design

(july 17, 2014)

violence and denial

the threats and punishments system of law making and law enforcement to control people's behavior is violence by definition. so there's already that disconnect.

and if something like 65% of cops are violent towards their spouses, how can we expect any of them to not be violent towards people they perceive to be a threat to the structure of society and a system that places them in a position of authority over others?

so why are we calling on a violent institution of societal control to control the violence that they perpetuate? it doesn't make sense.

what if all the soldiers they send in decide to kneel instead, to protect the citizens instead of waging war on them, like they thought their job was supposed to be when they signed up?

because who really cares if starbucks has to replace a few windows, anyway? how is that more important than people?

more reruns

#reruns

no matter who gets s/elected

to play the role

they are selling us more war

which rich old white guy 

represents me 

or anything i stand for 

or believe in? 

the nazi or the vampire? 

how about none of the above?

untitled

the problem remains that dominant society is still telling all the stories from only their own perspective which comes from a place of status and privilege. we desperately need to listen to other voices telling their own stories. we need to not let dominant society take over every aspect of what songs we hear and how they are sung.

Plato said that Socrates said:

To put it briefly, those in charge must cling to education and see that it isn't corrupted without their noticing it, guarding it against everything. Above all, they must guard as carefully as they can against any innovation in music and poetry or in physical training that is counter to the established order.

- The Republic, Book III, 424b

reruns

May 26, 2013

having never really experienced love
they are incapable of believing in it
but they like the word, and use it a lot
not even knowing what it means


May, 2018

you can't teach kids about peace when the schools' solution to violence is to be the bigger bully. you can't teach kids about freedom by locking them up. you can't expect children who are never allowed to make any decisions to ever learn how to make the right ones. you can't hope for the future in a society that institutionalizes the young. treating children like inmates and criminals has only made things worse. more control will never solve the problems that are created by a profound lack of freedom.

blaming the victims

it is not okay
to wish sickness or death
upon anybody
period.

what you call Karma
God's Will
Divine Justice
Laws of Attraction
Everything Happens For a Reason™
blames the victims instead

nobody deserved any of this

"but since god is good
he can't be the cause
of the bad things that happen
so we have to come up with
something else to blame"
(or something to that effect)
Plato's Republic, Book II, 379c

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social isolation diary
day 6,986?
or whatever

i might be
cleaning more mess
than i'm making now.

found some new clothes
i've never worn before
hiding in my dresser drawers
three years out of style
or maybe sixteen
but who cares?

i can see the floor
in my office
the recycle bin is full

she still talks to angels

 i don't go seeking visions.  visions are scary.  but i was feeling very desperate and needed to know if i still could talk to the angels...

this following is also the vision i had yesterday, when i was in a panic and sought spiritual guidance. i saw the virus disappearing, the machine causing the sickness has been shut down. they won't believe it's related until they turn it back on ten years from now, and people start getting sick again.

...

In her 2008 book End of Days, Browne predicted that “In around 2020 a severe pneumonia-like illness will spread throughout the globe, attacking the lungs and the bronchial tubes and resisting all known treatments. Almost more baffling than the illness itself will be the fact that it will suddenly vanish as quickly as it arrived, attack again ten years later, and then disappear completely.”

And in 2004 book Prophecy: What the Future Holds for You:
“By 2020 we’ll see more people than ever wearing surgical masks and rubber gloves in public, inspired by an outbreak of a severe pneumonia-like illness that attacks both the lungs and the bronchial tubes and is ruthlessly resistant to treatment. This illness will be particularly baffling in that, after causing a winter of absolute panic, it will seem to vanish completely until ten years later, making both its source and its cure that much more mysterious.”

...

A Lebanese psychic who "forsaw" the current coronavirus pandemic during predictions for 2020 has returned to say when she anticipates its end.
When giving a psychic reading on New Year's Eve 2019, Layla Abdel Latif - who is of Lebanese and Egyptian origin - predicted there will an outbreak of a virus that will spark global panic.

Her intuitive reading resurfaced across Arab social media spheres after the pandemic was declared.

Speaking to Kuwait's Scoop TV, she predicted last week that the coronavirus pandemic will continue but will suddenly disappear.
...
Abdel Latif then went into a conspiracy that the disease was part of an experiment that lost control.